How My (online) Friends Changed My Life

Just a regular teenager, confused about their gender identity and sexuality, who suffers from several mental illnesses and wants to feel safe in her own skin . Struggling to find friends she goes online and friends with anyone she can so she wont end up lonely in life. Even with her closest friends she criticizes herself on what she does what she says how she thinks, resulting in her wanting to change every little bit of herself to make herself more appealing to others. She feels trapped, empty, and over all shes metaphorically drowning. While trying to change herself to make friends, She lost herself in the process. Her sister teased her and taunted her for having no friends. Her parents never seems to care about what she says or how she feels. To her, her life seems to be like a tiny caterpillar who gets stepped on and rubbed against concrete before it has a chance to be a big beautiful butterfly. life has been tough to her, and no one seems to understand her. Dreams have been crushed by her parents of ever wanting to have a profession in visual arts and graphic design. Shes Falling and cant stop, its a never ending void. The world can be cruel in all sorts of ways. She thanks everyone who has helped her along the way these past couple months, you guys know who you are, My (online) Friends made my life whole and My Boyfriend gives me life and makes me happy to see what waits for me in the future………. Thank you… ALL